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whats with the sian / i dont know / and more sian sian sian.
i got more SIAN than ever after hearing that.


yeah the feelings , gone.
so whats next ?

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dont ask.
i dont know why.

i just feel weird .

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alicia eileen danielle serene said i look dreammmmy today
im smiling to myself ? look lost ? smiling to my phone ? stoning mode ?
SHINGZ I DIDNT AND IM NOT. i guess im rly tired.

and oh my, im eating alot.
but the weird thing is, i still feel HUNGRY.
i drank teh peng. and im kinda in the drowsy-'sehhh' mode
NICE.

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i think my instructor rocks.
taught me parking in less than 30 mins
allow me to drive like speeeeeed vroom vroom
HOW COOL
love the weather tonight.


please stop assuming, leave me alone alright.

 

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i find myself saying things i dont usually talk about, feeling weird, and not even acting like myself, like recently.
what's going on.

i dont usually drink but why am I acting like some alcoholic that day.
evonnie where have you been

 

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im back, safely.
vietnam trip was awesome.
the place the people the food the experiences, nice!

not really sure what to blog now.
but i really wonder, does happy pill exist?
or is there smt that can take away the anger/sadness or whatever negative feeling and change it to something postive.
and i know why i feel the "angry-rush" feeling when it comes to you.
becos i want you to be good, i dont want you to continue being BLINDED. but you're rejecting whatever im telling you.
perhaps you agree with whatever ive told you, but you're still acting like a fool.
thats why.
maybe i really gotta agree with cynthia, the kaypoh-ness is in the BLOOD.
i wish i can donate it away. OH WELL.
YES YOU, the one that is reading.
TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. LOVE YOURSELF. MAKE YOURSELF FEEL GOOD.
thats all you need.

the weather is rly warmmmmm.
and the flu is making me so urggh.
all i need is just a good run and sleep.

run baby run!
 

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the unexpected meet up with the bestfriend just awhile ago.
hahahaha way beyond description!
i see the ***** on her face.
i feel the **** within us.
she's indeed positive.
and im happy that we're so ********** chargedddddd!
talking to her its like charging ******.
i feel good.
yes i didnt expect myself to read a few books throughout this holiday, but i did.
and the book that was recommended to me is also very awesome.
i wish i have all the time to read and appreciate the content, becos i learn so much from it.
somehow i feel that after telling so many people to be confident and have faith, i need to remind myself even more.
realised that when i was talking to m and chermaine.
anyhows, im thankful and grateful for the meeting up, chermaine wee. it was all i need.
thank you for all the messages my friend, i feel good when i read it.
a few days trip but i feel so different from the feeling i had before i went china.

goodnight, feel good and stay well.
dont worry okay. esp that cute cousin of mine. its gonna be fine (the chaotic world will be peaceful)
dont read or watch too much news to scare urself. the world is still beautiful
i will come back safely.
love from me, to you, the one that is reading this RIGHT now (: